I have recently found myself....lonely? I don't know what to make of it since I have spent most of my life without close human "friends". I feel I want someone who is mine, and I theirs, yet being who and what I am, it is a brave or foolish human that draws close to me. Perhaps a kindred spirit? Maybe not, I desire something...closer? I have had lovers but that was so...hollow, no emotion in it. I want to hold, to be held, to know they will be there when I wake up and have their smile be the first thing I see. Selfish of me I know, to want to possess someone, but isn't that what all beings, human or otherwise, desire? Do they not fight for it